Ahh Crap I Have a Regret!

I recently meet a man that I dare say is one of the most charismatic playful gent I have had the pleasure of meeting.

I find he still enters my mind from time to time. I want to apologies, I was such a jerk. I dated his friend, which he is cute but not nearly had the same chemistry and connection. I was jealous of the other girls this dreamy man was also dating,.. even though I didn’t know who they were. At the same time the idea of me actually committing to this guy didn’t feel right, I would have committed just to delete the competition and not for the right reasons, I was no where near ready. Anyway, I was my worst and my best with this guy and I totally embarrassed myself.